Practicing Sacrificial Love

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For the last several weeks I was battling a nasty cold. But actually, illness or not, I’ve been personally struggling for the last few years with family relationships. It’s been a tough time, but through it all God has been teaching me something great.

And in the midst of these difficulties, something wonderful happened this past December. After 15 months of boarding school and counseling, my daughter came home. At first, all of us were really excited, but we were also scared. Anika was afraid our parenting skills would be too controlling, especially now that she is officially 18. She thinks that being a legal adult means you can do whatever you want. Jim and I were frightened as parents that she’d return to some old habits.

Once we all settled down in the transition, things went well. She is making excellent choices, and will finish high school this month. (Yay God!) She even landed a job a Lifetime fitness, and is thrilled to be working as a swim coach. This job is inspiring her to get and stay healthy too. As for Jim and I, we have released our baby bird to fly on her own.

Many parents have told me that while she is still under our roof that we can call the shots; however, I know in my heart that will not work with Anika. If we put pressure on her to obey my rules and conform to our opinions, I know our relationship will fail. Our thought is to make sure that whatever choices our girl makes that we value the relationship over everything else.

For it’s all about the relationship and releasing control!  When our girl leaves home, and I know someday she will, I want her to want to come back home, even if just to say hello. Or better yet… I love you Mom and Dad.

Sadly, when relationships become broken, it can takes years, even decades to mend. Sometimes they are never restored. That is why I am taking some steps now to perform acts of sacrificial love to my family…..
– I am trying to speak less and listen more.
– I am not complaining when household chores are not done to my specifications.
– I will not fix things, but let consequences naturally happen.
– I am letting go of my control and not complaining about my expectations!

Right now, I am driving Anika everywhere she needs to go. I am learning not to sweat the small stuff. I enjoy the ride, and sometimes I get to join her for lunch or shopping dates. I know my husband is so worn out from work. I am allowing him to rest and be restored rather than remind him of what I want him to do for me.

And you know what? As I lay down my agenda, they are feeling my love. God is changing me and my family.  Jesus said it this way in John 15:12-14:
12 This is My commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you.13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. 14 You are My friends if you do whatever I command you.

This February, in whatever area you may be struggling, why not show true love? Think about the person you know who needs to be loved the most, and then do the things that show sacrificial love. It could be your husband, your child, a neighbor, or a co-worker.

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And bless someone today by laying down your agenda!  

Barb

 

barb-koobP.S.   Want to know my personal word for 2017? I’ll give you a hint. It relates to baby birds leaving their mom’s nest and embarking on their own journey. I’ll be blogging about it all year, and you can find out more at BarbaraKoob.com by clicking here.

14 responses to “Practicing Sacrificial Love

  1. Family relationships……….they are difficult. Gets harder as our children age. Just wait until she has a family of her own. I’m finding that part being very satisfying. But for me right now my family relationships are hard because I’m having to deal with a secret that has been hidden for years. Having to deal with it because I don’t want it to be a current day problem. But to prevent a current problem, I’m creating another problem. Struggling with which one is less likely to destroy my family. That is my question. That is my question. After much soul searching, God searching, seeking guidance, I believe I have the answer. All we can do is keep going, keep seeking, keep loving. Thanks for your post!

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    • Thanks for reading today Rhonda. And thank you for the encouragement regsding when she has a family of her own. Life does seem to come full circle if we are just patient. So glad the Lord gave you your answer. There is NONE but HIM! And He will answer us. Thanks for stopping by and go in peace talks Day dear one. HE has got you!

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  2. It’s so hard to know what the right thing to do is. Speaking God’s will certainly helps. You are fortunate that there aren’t any younger’s to consider. We had to think of what kind of influence the bad choices would make on the others in the house. U think too that it is all individual. You know your daughter best and are most equipped to decide what is best, and you are right, preserving the relationship is the most important part. I’m so glad that you are all finding your way through it…God is truly good, and on the throne!

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  3. Barbara! Great article! I’m so happy for God is working in Anika and you! What a great reminder to be trusting in God with whatever problems you have and that he will do all things for good. We are indeed need to be showing/breathing/spreading unconditional love over our family, friends and all. Thats truly how following Jesus looks like in our reality! I am learning how.Thank you again!God Bless your family! Hugs!!!

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  4. Barb this is beautifully written. A mother’s love has no bounds. Your baby bird will spread her wings,as she should, but she will always know that Jim and you love her unconditionally and are always there for her.

    We enjoyed your mini visit. I was sorry there. was so little time. We enjoyed our time in St. Simons and our heading to Wilmington, NC today.

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  5. I am so happy for the Koob family! Anika will spread her wings and fly because you have given her the time and space to learn how to believe in herself. Every positive step she takes will push her miles and miles forward.She is a beautiful young woman!

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